the dancer ! en pointe*

Thursday, September 20

im here cos i have nothing better to do. haha. cos dinner is in about 15 mins. and i shld do bio in this time, considering i was bad enough not to bring my bio textbook, thinking we were done. haha
oh well!
ill survive. its so highly fun! (: we're doing year 12 work alr. and.. omg. physics was hilarious. [i just typed out this whole thing about why physics was hilarious, but i realised this is the world wide web. so.. if anyone found out about our friggin 'illegal activities', we'd get sued. HAHA. ohwell. see if i care] but.. yeah. it was funny.
im currently obsessed with playing tennis. hehe. it started from this monday. haha. i can actually HIT the ball! :D and serve! i can actually serve. as in.. i can actually hit the ball. haha. when i tell pple i can serve, more than 1 in 20 times, they think i can ace more than 1 in 20 times. OR.. get the ball over the net more than 1 in 20 times. but.. NOOO. i can make contact between the ball and the racket more than 1 in 20 times. haha. dont laugh. im actually quite happy (: EXTREMELY happy! AND... i dont get hit by smash balls anymore. haha. :P yesyes. anyways. i dont wanna stop tennis anymore. hehe. yeah. hmm..
ive been getting back my exams the whole of this week. OMG. ive never been so stressed about exams before. i normally just get the exam and look at it. and go.. mehh. haha. but for this one, i actually take the test, and dont look at it. i sit at my desk and refuse to look at it. OMG. i SOO cant imagine getting my HSC marks. omg. i'd be so scared. i remember primary 6, getting back my PSLE. i was sooo scared. with my mom standing outside my classroom. freaky! wahhh. scary can?! but.. yeah. HSC. the determine-er of my life! wahh. anyways. yes. im in a bad mood right now.
we're renovating the house, and the super clever tilers just HAD to do something, to make the roof leak. in the ONLY room that we can sleep in in the house, there had to be cement coming down the cracks. and staining on the ceiling and walls. OMG. and my blanket was friggin damp when i woke up. it was like it was raining indoors. WAHH! and now it stinks like cement. PLEAES CAN?! im so tempted to just take out my sleeping bag and just sleep outside in the living room, which is super filthy. just so i dont have to smell it. yucky poo. yeah. anyways. my wrist is hurting. TA

i want to dance ... 6:45 PM ---------

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance

i hope you'll dance

[with me*]]

i danced to the music with YOU