the dancer ! en pointe*

Saturday, July 14

wahhh. okay. as you might have seen from the last post, i am highly depressed that the holidays are ending.
i think that the only thing i'm looking forward to, going back to skl, is the fencing comp and the formal. haha.
BUT BUT BUT.
WHY WHY WHY WHY
does it have to be on the same day?
i mean.. seriously
doesnt the fencing association know that the formal is on on that day? hahaha. no la
but, annoying only can ?!
ill get home arnd like.. 2 or something. or 3! and... hopefully not 4. since the formal starts at 7, and then, the pres would start at 5, AND AND AND! i wldnt have enough time. ): ):
highly sad.
but i cant miss fencing either
cos if i dont fence in that one, then, i cant fence in the rest of the comps.
WAH!! i dont like. but i like it that its formal time! (: i was really dreading it.
formal last year was a disaster. wahh. there were like.. issues and everything. seriously! hasnt anyone heard of something called.. HAPPY FORMAL?
well, no. cos i just made it up. but.. please leh! happy happy can? sigh. apparently not.
okay. i relaly shld get off the computer and go memorise my FIRGGIN ENGLISH SPEECH that i really dont wanna do. ):
and get some lunch. cos i just drank like.. half a litre of gingerbeer on an empty stomach. haha
so, as you can imagine, i dont feel very good right now.
AND! i need to pack my WHOLE room up. no joke. my whole room
on monday, LOVELY monday, they're going to tear a wall down from my room. my wonderfullest wall.
actually, no. ahha. cos tearing down the wall would mean me having my own room. (: which im REALLY REALLY REALLY looking forward to.
not that i hate nat or anything, just hta.. i havent had my own room since year 8. and i desperately NEED my own room. you wldnt imagine. i NEED one. i was ready to sleep in a room literally the size of a prisoncell. one which my bed cant even fit in. so that i'd get my own room. but.. NOOO. i couldnt. i had to share a room with nat. ): sigh. MY OWN ROOM, here i come ! (:
okay. i can tackle english. english wont kill me. i love english. english, nice nice. (: NOT
singlish nice nice. english, POOBUM !!

i want to dance ... 2:04 PM ---------

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance

i hope you'll dance

[with me*]]

i danced to the music with YOU