the dancer ! en pointe*

Tuesday, July 17

WAHH! first day of school today. haha. i decided in chemistry, today, as we were learning about.. i cant remember what. OH! molarity. (i LOVE moles. (: its so easy) i decided that i love school. (:

so much better than sittting in my bed at home the whle day, typing away at my computer.

i swear. that made my bum flatten. hahaha. that was SOO painful. yes

anyways.

i love skl. (:

no. not particularly. i just love chemistry.

i hate it when i dont get it. but.. when it clicks, its just like magic. (:

its like in math, where you get a REALLLYY long problem. and at the end, it just cancels out.

one after another. so youre left with a single digit or like.. p + q or something.

its LOVELY :D

haha. my math teacher always says its beautiful. heh

it IS. its a natural beauty. (:

i was just thinking today in math.. how can all the formulas just work out? who just decided to sit tehre one day and make up the quadratic formula? the LONGEST friggin formula in the whole entire history of... everything.

but its so pretty! haha. i love it.

alright. im going on about math, and those who dont share my passion for these... weird things would think im going nuts.

but... really.. :D nice nice nice

okay. lets talk about something else besides skl.

haha. there's NOTHING to talk about besides skl. hmm..

OH yes. it was SOO cold this mrng

absolutely SO cold

and we're renovating

and sleeping in the absolutely coldest room in the house. with the house colder than it has ever been bfeore

and apparnetly, today was the coldest day that it has been in the last.. 20 yeras or something.

so.. when we got out of the door, nat's and my hands were so cold we couldnt actually feel them.

no. nat's ones were so numb she cldnt feel them

mine was so cold it felt like i had needles in them.

it was like in the snow. when it was friggin cold, and i took off my gloves to do something. it felt like it was THAT cold. and. we had frost on our windscreen

haha. actually ICE. the wipers cldnt get them off. so we had to wet for it to melt.

haha

and.. it said that it was 1 deg in the car.

ONE FRIGGIN DEGREE. the car's supposed to be WARM, please. melting our hands so that we can feel them

ONE degree. a degree less, and we literally cld have snow in the car

omg. crazy!

and apparently last night, it went down to 2 deg outside. WAHH

okay. my formal's in 2 weeks. LESS than two weeks :D:D

but.. how the heck am i supposed to wear a dress inthat? with heels! as in.. no toes! OPEN toe shoes

with a DRESS! its like.. an eveninng dress. with barely any back and yes. WAHH. im going to FREEEZE! yes. so im going to be VERY cold. and.. after the whole formal. when the sun's down and its going to be like.. SINGLE DIGIT DEGREES. i'm going to need my ski pants and skijacket. not to mention gloves AND a beanie. wahhh. anyways. yes. im going to sleep now. to keep warm. YIKES!

i want to dance ... 10:23 PM ---------

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance

i hope you'll dance

[with me*]]

i danced to the music with YOU