the dancer ! en pointe*

Tuesday, June 19

wahh. its so cold! i forgot to turn my electric blanket on before, so im just letting my bed warm up now before i go to sleep, or else i'll freeze in my bed.
haha .yes.
anyways.. it was another cold day today.
and.. after tennis this mrng, i realised that i brought my mom's BLUE stockings to skl.
like.. it was a dark blue. not BLACK!
haha
so embarrassing. :P yes. kinda couldnt tell anyway.
then, we had chem. lol. so interesting. (:
we mixed iodine with.. water, i think. and it was a pretty purple. then, hexane with methyl orange.
and pretty ORANGE! and then, water with copper sulfate. so that was pretty blue. krisi's got the photos now, so i'm going to put them up when i get them. but, theyre all so pretty! :D
yes! and then after skl today. haha. krisi's CRAZY! lol. hilarious. wait till he hears about it. haha. nah. he wont. he'll kill me. eh missy. dont say anything about it on the tagboard eh. lol. i dunno how to delete it. lol
yeah. then, swimming. (: SO FUN! haha. cos tehre were only 6 pple today, we just kinda.. did easy stuff. FLIPPERS! haha. my favourite. (:
and then, i had to go, like some zombie or something, with my wet messy hair to the upper skl concert. lol
and the stupid lights were so bright! WAHH.
everyone was flushed. stupid lighter.
yesyes.
and we stuffed up so bad! the flutes were so out, and we've never played so loud before.
i thikn everyone was a quarter of a tone out from everyone else.
and.. i didnt realise it was a performance. until.. halfway through the first piece. haha. i was just playing like a normal rehearsal. cos i was so hot. so i was concentrating on that. i got distracted
until i saw the pple. and realised i've been moving my feet arnd alot. LOL.
yes. ANYWAYS. (: lorsy and everyone else was SOO good though. (: and i liked the grand pianos doing a duet. pretty. (:
woohoo. lookie lookie. it's 12:44 already. looks like im only going to get 3 hours of sleep! haha. BOOHOO charliebobchan. THERE. less weird? wahhh. FOUR OCLOCK IN THE MORNING LEH. hurhur.
okay. bed's warm now. even if it isnt, me am going to sleep!

i want to dance ... 12:37 AM ---------

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance

i hope you'll dance

[with me*]]

i danced to the music with YOU