the dancer ! en pointe*

Thursday, June 14

im SOO cold now. actually.. i'm warmer than i was before. man! this is cold. sitting in the 10 deg weather. lol. yes. anyways. i just smelt my hands, i realised i didnt wash my hands between chem and eating. we were playing with petrol in chem. oopsie! hope i dont get petrol poisoning. haha. ohwell. yeah. we were playing with petrol. and something else i cant remember. not PLAYING Like, in zoolander where they fight with it. haha. just... checking and testing the solubility of some substances. wanna die la! first thing, she told us to put on our labcoats. that meant i had to take my blazer off. WAH! i wanted to die alr la. i refused to take my scarf off. haha. so, yeah. there i was, in my scarf and jumper and labcoat. yes. and then, i got meth on my hands. so that was mighty cold. then, i had to play with petrol, which meant i felt lightheaded and stupid. then, i had to wash the testubes with friggin cold water! OMG. and then, yes. finish skl and walk in the rain. i love walking in the rain. (: yikes! my hands still smell like the science lab. i really shld go take a bath. yes. but.. all the same, I LOVE CHEM! :D its so interesting when you get it! and.. yeah. i was supposed to stay off the computer today, cos charliechan said he didnt think i cld. and, i was going to try to. but, sorry la. i didnt try very hard. lol. cos irealised i dont have a lot of work today, so.. yeah. lol. just come back go on computer la! hahaha. YEAH. i cant look at a black screen in front of me. lol. its just, not RIGHT! really la. where got such thing? im NICOLE! i dont sit in front of a black screen and do nothing about it. its not me! hmm.. lets put it this way. i wldnt be a nerd if didnt come on today. HEH. but... yes. at least we didnt make a bet on it. :P okay. i'm off to bathe. in case i've got mud in my stockings from puddles or petrol on my hands. lol. yes la. its raining. and its the coldest it's ever been.. according to me. but.. its so cold can! i was shivering today, when i started walking. i cldnt even talk properly. WAH! yes. (: goodnight!

i want to dance ... 6:37 PM ---------

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance

i hope you'll dance

[with me*]]

i danced to the music with YOU