Monday, May 21

sigh. math 3 unit tomorrow. ARGH! i just wanna get it over and done with. and it just HAS to be fourth and last period. dammit! ahh. and i've still gotta write up the physics prac thing. at least i thought of something! let's pray to God that it'd work, eh. if it doesnt, i'll pretty much be staying up till 5 on friday mrng trying to think of someting. sigh. i just wanna go out to the beach and just lay there. like in surf camp. besides the fact that its probably 15 deg outside now, and i wanna just sleep. or swim. i missed swimming today! AH. cos mom said that since i didn't have time to do housework on teh weekend, i cldnt do swimming. ): its exactly the opposite to what janice's mom said to her. haha. her mom said that if she did the housework, then she didnt have to go for swimming. haha. cos she hates it. and i love it. ): and i just feel like swimming now. swimming like i've got nothing else to do. ): noo.. i wanna dance! i havent danced in such a long time. i just wanna forget everything. EVERYTHING!!
haha. that just sounded emo. well.. maybe i am. i'm getting these really bad moodswings. especially with charmian. sorry dear! ahh. okay. after we get this week over and done with, i can go out this weekend. and watch a movie. then, bake as much as i want. (: practise piano whenever i want... and sleep before midnight! HOORAAY! okay. hmm.. its about.. 106 hours to freedom until i hand in my physics prac. MAN that sounds long. ahh. okay. nvmnvm. just until tmr after the math test. (: then.. not so bad alr.
ahh. im talking to charmian now. and im hoping, with my fingers crossed, tat there isnt inverse functions and oblique asymptotes. what the hell are they anyway? wahhh! and.. what's with 3 cases? i dont know how to do 2 cases, you want me to do 3 cases ah.. KOOKOO la, teacher. sigh. i just want the holidays to come! i wanna go skiing. oohhh. the snow-covered mountains with the lifts and the skis. ahh. my motivation for now. (:

i want to dance ... 9:08 PM  ---------